My Daily Deepest Journal

 I know one of this day, Me myself will soon be very expressive about my real estate life, especially about who real I am , about the way I live every single day I did , The mixed emotion I constantly got into my mind like more doubtful in deciding something what should I grab in order to have a better life.

It's an unsatisfactory thing the way I live , something I always feel struggling to my mind no matter how help will do but this kind of thing occurs much often as I ever thought.

The only way to make myself happy is to keep strong and fight against it. Having a constant self's advice whenever I were in the hard part.There were times I always felt down to myself for the unknown reason even myself is quiet confused about why I always felt like this.

The heart beats fast, the mind always on the unsettled thoughts. keep struggling for no reason. Don't know what to do to help myself. I sometimes ask about me, why am I always thinking like this.. why this thoughts controlled me over and over again.